I’m so sleepy today….life has been hectic lately. Between physical therapy and acupuncture I’ve been doing a lot lately. Hopefully though I will have less pain in the end. I really would like to be in better physical condition. I hate feeling like I can’t walk anywhere or do anything. I mean I have a mobility scooter and that helps but also it can be a real pain. Navigating with it isn’t the easiest and there is still so much I can’t do that I would like to do. For example, we went to Gatlinburg and there were things I couldn’t do like go into certain stores because there just wasn’t enough room for the scooter. I want to be normal again and be able to walk places and not feel like an old woman….

No one should have the ability to to make you feel guilty and hate yourself even in your dreams. Fuck you for doing that to me with your years of mental manipulation and emotional abuse.