Ill be honest these allegations against me have really put me at an all time low iv not been down like this sense I was comited to inpatient, I seriously don’t know what to do and how to fix something that’s not even true im seriously a mess and idk how long I can stay strong about this, music is my life it means more to me then anything I would never risk anything to destroy the connections and memories iv made with people, I hurts so bad that someone would say these things but it also hurts that even tho I have proof people listen to it, I seriously don’t know what to do and how long I can keep this up, Merry fucking chritsmas to me ??