Today I heard a whisper, it spoke of anger and mistrust, today I heard a whisper by a voice that sounded of hate and lust. The wind’s will blow and hold tale’s of time’s gone by, of memories of yesterday of countless fears. Walking in the shadows, through the void of time, wandering a painful walk painted by color’s dark.

Can you hear the whisper the voice it calls to you it calls the mighty, and giant’s they will fall too. Through mountains and valleys and hills of snow and rain, over the tree top’s the power it might gain. Holding on so tightly, it could take a might blow, and where it may be ending only ever you will know.

Today I heard a whisper and it angered me to say, that it would never end it would continue on its way. Today I heard a whisper, and looked on in a daze, for in the whisper I could here the Angels as they cried. Running I took flight, the voice I could not hear, for if I listened long enough I might drown in the fear.

Many will never know what shape it took to me for even if you lingered you could never see. A lonely wandering child I might always be for this voice will forever haunt me.

The past it haunts me like a dangerous dream, following me until I rip at the seams. Blood drips and I see that’s it mine, slowly and more slowly I die inside. Like a shadow you whisper it in my ear but like a demon you pretend it’s not real. I only know to what I feel, not understanding when your love went dead. I only meant to make you see that what was before you was only me
She cannot be what she is not; she cannot see her own faults. These daggers you throw and yet I persist in catching them with my heart. My life you took and now you see what you’ve done and only face the shadows of what cannot be undone. Wandering and wandering down the path I go, I will journey far away, for far from you is the only safe place to go.

A lonely tear drop shed for words she cannot say. A whisper that missed it’s mark floating into the past. Unheard the words that can’t be said the thought’s that won’t be shed.

Tree’s make shadows on the roads she walks, a road less trod will be her way, and though they may not see she will be just she. Lonely though it may be she will find her way for if not to be heard it was said on that day.

Well there is nothing going on with me. Other than the fact the I now officially own a domain name. Took me long enough I guess I

Soo My computer went down on me the other day and now instead of two computers we

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These are my kids, and I miss them dearly since they

I swear I’m gonna lose my head one day, I know I make these posts so far and few between, but it’s only because I’m never sure just what to write, maybe someday I’ll get better at it. Kinda strange, me not knowing what to write, since I write so much. I suppose it’s just different when your writing to something like this. So not a whole lot going on round here, pretty much the same old stuff all time. Ohhhh wait, there is the fact that We’re thinking of moving to Ohio. Cost of living is way lower there and the hubby could make the same amount of money there as is he is here in Washington. It’s nothing definite but were considering it. Well I guess thats it for now I’m gone!!

Just started the Show Back up finally, I’m glad to have it up and running again, Though I am Low on the list of Stations Playing the show at the moment I hope to Fix that. (GRAMIE SEND ME THOSE STATIONS I THINK YOU FORGOT….LOL) We’re are thinking of taking the show to 3 hours instead of 2 though we’re not sure yet.

And in other news…lol…There really isn’t much going on that’s why I’ve not been writing so much. But we are planning on going camping this summer up in the Cascade mountains. I’m excited about that. There is a little town were going to see up there.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m ever going to make it back to Ohio. I MISS MY KIDS!!!!!! Hopefully we can figure something out this year. I mean it has been almost 4 years since I’ve been home. Well I’m going now,

Angel

Loneliness, persistent pain, unhappiness felt in vain. Tormenting pain, running to nothing and yet something at all! Wandering into darkness keeping it within, never knowing what it is. Answers hide in the corners and then run so far away. How can I can ask the questions when I don’t know what they are?

Deep in the soul a hardening heart building up the concrete walls. Help me find myself in this darkness. Help understand the pain I never wanted but always had. Where can I go what can I do when I can’t find you.

Buried in myself uneasiness I can’t endure. Falling, always falling, give me your hand helps my climb up without your hand without you I can’t get there.